Well I do know my WAW wants to keep in contact and I know she wants to talk to me but I am avoiding it whenever possible. We need time apart so she can now freely go and hook up with someone she fell in love with through an EA. At least she had the class to dump me beforehand, but that was only because of a promise we made together when we first got married, that if either of us was ever faced with temptation, we would talk about it. She held up her end as far no PE, but there's been a plan in place for her clearly, for a long time now. I just feel like I don't know everything and that uncertainty makes me dislike her more and more. Someone you trusted with everything, your life even, and they do this "planning" behind your back. I guess that's a good thing, the anger and hatred towards her seems to overshadow the love I was feeling for her a week ago.
ME: 43 W:44 M 13 years on 5-5-01 T 18 years BD 4/27/14 D papers served 5/5/14 (how appropriate a date) WAW moved out 5/12/14 Papers filed 6/27/14 Divorce granted 07/17/14 Our marriage ends 11/17/14
