Well my H and I will be separating the bank accounts on Saturday and he wants to talk about a hard awakening that he had and I asked if it was bad and he said yes. So I asked if he wanted to cut ties completely and he said it is too complicated to text and deserves both of our attention and he wants to keep channels open. My first feeling is that of dread and that it will be really awful. My IC said to not to project into the future and wait for more information. So I guess that is what I have to do even though I wish he'd just get it over with. I need to just pray and hope that God gives me the patience and strength to wait and handle whatever comes.
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014
