So I listened to the "The Secret" cd's on my way home from work. Wow it really made me feel good for a while.
Basically it's the law of attraction and how to think positive and envision positive outcomes for your goals and dreams.
I wont lie, I envisioned and allowed myself to feel reconciliation with my WAW. I understand there's no guarantees things will work out but it felt really good to feel the warmth of it all.
Some people think stuff like this is hokey but it's been proven to provide results in sports and in business/sales. Many champions are taught this by sports psychologists. They teach their athletes to envision hitting the home run, or throwing the perfect pass.
I also realize this will not solve any of my issues if I don't put in the work in therapy and GAL.
It was nice to escape from the panic for a short time and feel a little confidence.