Ok thanks for all the 2 X's to the head ,that's why I posted. Nothing was said or done just thinking out loud so to speak. I am working on me ,and I know what my role is/was in all of this. Her reasons as she told me are laughable so I know it is deeper. MLC + menopause with stressful job and lack of sleep is a bad combination. I always tried to make it easier for her ,now I do that more subtly. I am focused on W , consumed even I know it's bad but I don't know how to stop. I was in a bad place yesterday (damn Rascal Flatts song). So no radio today, wrote my vent down , yard work, then the gym. Tonight I'll make dinner as usual and then if no one needs anything I'll go downstairs and watch the hockey game. Thanks again everyone, I'll wish positive thoughts for all of you as well.
Me 49 stunned and lost W 47 ,stunning and my world S 15,better than anyone could ask for T 29 yrs ,M 18. B 4-3-2014 move on separately.4-18-2014- "doesn't want to be M" 5-8-14 " I'm filing for divorce"
