You know, some where along the way through this DB journey I forgot about what I, and many others have said about the WAW or WAS.
They look the same, sound the same, but they are not the same person they once where. My WAW really is a stranger to me. And it still Kills me more than anything.
I don't like who my WAW is becoming. I don't like the way she speaks to me, her attitude, demeanor and down right negative attitude towards me and most everyone else.
I know everyone on this board would say don't have face to face chat with her, but I think its time that I do. My intentions are not to beg, plea, or bargain with her to take me back. (I know she does not want me back) But rather, show my concern, as at least a friend. I want to find out how she is doing, truly doing. She seems to be bothered by me and most everyone these days. I want to let her know Im not trying to make her life difficult and don't want to be enemies. I want to be able to talk to her without feeling she is going to get upset with me. I just want to talk as 2 grown adults should be able to do.
Is this too much to ask?
Me: 39 W: 33 M: 9 years T: 10 years S7 S10 BD 10/19/13 W Filed 11/25/13 EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA) WAW moved out 3/15/14