So Now Im having to deal with my own emotions. Feeling like I'm tired, don't want to try anymore, questioning whether I can ever feel the same for H again, not happy, etc., etc. I know that LBS go through an array of emotions and I feel I have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions. Is this normal?
IMO that is all normal. My W was having an ongoing A. For me the roller coaster of emotions was worst in the beginning. I'm not certain the A is completely ended. I've managed to detach some and the coaster has somewhat smoothed out. I sometimes feel like I don't want to try anymore but that changes from day to day. Personally, I'll keep trying until I'm certain it's completely hopeless.
