I am really struggling today. Waking up to a half empty closet brought the realness of this situation to the forefront.
I'm struggling with constant reminders of her. On my drive to work I pass by the road that goes to her work. It makes me wonder if she is thinking like I am. Does she miss me? Does everything remind her of me?
I know I need to snap out of thinking like that, and I'm trying. But it feels almost impossible.
I was brushing my teeth this morning and noticed one of he hairs in the sink from when she would brush her hair there. Killed me.
I feel like my mind is spiraling out of control with these thoughts. Hardly DB behavior. I feel like a piece of trash she discarded and walked then walked away.
