Adinva - You are right. I do have a big task ahead with changing the way I discipline my kids and no it is not his way but my own way. My only concern is that moving in with my mom for 5 - 7 months will cause my efforts to be undone as my family doesn't respect my boundaries with regards to my raising of my kids. It will have to be done so I can get on my feet. You are right that I have not done much for myself or taking care of myself. I have gained 5 Lbs from stress eating and I am breaking out from that and all the crappy food I eat. I need to rededicate myself to exercising daily and eating better because it did help me. Also I need to do more to GAL and not think about my H and the past. I am proud that I didn't accept his invitation to see a movie tonight and I didn't say why specifically and he then texted me asking if the kids and I were ok or if I had a hot date lol. I jokingly said yes a hot date and then added lol. So I guess that is good
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014