She literally never had time for an A, at least a physical one. Because of her struggles maintaining her sobriety, I think she has literally began to give up on life. We spent all our free time together, she told me sobriety has been physically painful for her.
She told me she "doesn't love anything anymore". I researched and this is very common amongst sober alcoholics that aren't working a program. She seems so depressed and like she has surrendered to her disease.
I just don't think she is having an affair, I really don't. I could be wrong and totally naïve.
