Yes, I do believe I've developed some codependency. I have an appt with a therapist on Thursday to begin to dissect my issues.
She came and packed her things. I helped her carry her to stuff to her car, asked no questions and pretended she was a neighbor I was doing a favor for.
As she finally walked out the door, she turned and I told her I never had a chance to wish her a Happy Mother's Day. She started crying.
She then said she never meant to break my heart, that she had to work on herself and that she didn't want our issues to turn into an angry breakup.
I feel so gutted right now. This all feels so final. The look in her eye conveyed that we would never see each other again.
