Trying to do my own thing and get back to being the happy, confident me - even if that means faking it a lot of the time. I'm doing better at this at work, but at home, with her living here -- it's tough. While I'm sure it's not all malicious, it feels like she's rubbing her affair in my face all the time.
Currently debating whether I take down all of the photos of us together in the house. They're sad reminders for me.
It looks very much like we're going down the path to D. What started as a conversation today about going to the bank to take away her access to the joint account went sour and turned into another fight - I'm backsliding badly here.
-Pluto
H: 29 W: 27 No Kids
Together: 12/04 (9 years) Living: 02/09 (5 years) Married: 06/13 (11 months) ILYBNILWY: 01/14 Separate Bedrooms: 01/14 Discovered Affair: 02/14 (On-going) W Moved Out: 06/14
