She is 9 months sober, never followed through with AA after rehab and has slowly gotten worse. I almost wonder if it's the dry drunk in her that made her flip-flop from looking at houses and wedding rings last week to breaking up. Seems so fast to me.
You are right, I do need to GAL. I am a gym regular, have been for years. It definately helps. However, I do not have many guy friends to hang out with. Most of them are married with families.
Regarding tonight, I feel panicked that this all final. She's made up her mind, received validation from her family, and she's not going to look back. I realize this is just fear, but it's so consuming.
Thursday night she was looking at wedding rings on her phone. Saturday night, "I have nothing left to give. We're broken."
