Georgia you have no idea how much it means to me that you read my early threads. It really means a lot. I cant even imagine rereading them it would be too painful.

Yes - labug I do want my xH to be a decent dad and show up for his kids. That is an expectation. My D5 draws her family with 4 people, Daddy, Mommy, herself and little sister - D4 only draws a family with 3 people - Mommy & 2 sisters. Everyday when I see dads at drop off - he has done 1 drop off all year. These things break my heart. I keep going but yes I would hope someday he will want to show up for his kids.

Anyway it doesnt feel like I will respond to his last email. Just too busy with the girls and my life.

Life is good. Having a beautiful day with my little one. She is really an angel! Amazing amazing girl. I am so lucky:)

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13