Yesterday was my first day of NC. I miss her so much! How could this have happened when on Thursday night, she was looking at wedding rings on her phone while we watched American Idol. As recently as two weeks ago, we were looking at homes to but with our realtor.
I feel sick to my stomach and like I'm having an out of body experience (panic attack?).
She still has me as her profile pic on facebook and is in a relationship with me.
Is this the mind of a recovering alcholic not working their program???
I'm so confused and I feel blindsided. I plan to stay in LRT and not initiate any contact but this is absolutely killing me.
