And anger rears it's ugly head. I am working hard on this in counseling starting at tomorrow's appointment. I have annual training end of July into August. Kidlet is going with my dad and his wife to another state. Because he will not see her while shes there, I offered him the weekend prior to it. He declined so he could go on a vacation. He could have gone while she was in VA. Instead, he says there is nothing he can do. It means he won't see her for almost 5 weeks. He didn't even flinch when I mentioned it and shrugged it off.

I despise him right now. Its not healthy, but the fact he has torn apart three families, is griping about paying child support, griping he has to buy new furniture, griping how moving is costing him money....grrrr... YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF BUDDY.

However, he is blaming me and my actions in our marriage for all of it. Going dark today unless it's an emergency with the kiddo as he has her all day (sitter out of town.) It's the only way I can stop being so angry. How can a 37 year old man act like a CHILD and be ok with it?!?!?!?!?!


Me- 29 H - 36
T - 5y M - 2y
D - 11 months
BD#1 June 2013
BD#2 H files 10/28/13
Retrouvaille Nov 13
BD #3 H Files 2nd time 4/22/14
Fires L 7 days later. No court dates set
Supposedly he's moving out?