Today all the tears are flowing again. I haven't had a day like this in a while and this makes me feel like I really am not making the progress I thought I was. I am afraid of letting go of my H that if I do it means that I tried harder for my first marriage. I don't understand where all of this pain is coming. I thought I was done grieving but I was obviously kidding myself. The divorce will probably now be filed in June and be finalized 30 days from then in July. My H said he needs it to be done and I do feel I also need it finished so we both can move on. I would like some feedback
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014
