I don't think he wants to know if I still care. I think he would be happy if I dropped off the face of the earth. When I do have to see him he looks at me like I'm a piece of garbage. He says he doesn't understand why I'm so upset and don't just get on with my life, like this is no big deal. I guess for him it's not a big deal, and that's the really hard part to digest. I guess in mlc they only care about themselves. That's very apparent in this case. I'm trying to forget about him and lock the past away and pretend like he never was a part of my life. Right now I wish he never was in my life. That I had never met him.
