3 Months In and Feeling...More Aware

[JennD]

I'm finding it tough - normally I'd be looking at buying plants for the garden, things to improve the house, etc. But I dont buy them as can't look forward.

Now I feel like I can't look to tommorrow and I feel sad.

We had decided to sell to pay off all our debt and get something a bit smaller and have more disposable money to spend on family.

Whether we D or not, we will have to move - we bought more house than we need....I would just prefer to move with H...

H works in contruction industry so he is very much about completing the job on his own. We've talked about it a few times. I feel like I'm walking the line on not interveening at all and continuing to talk with him about it (ie harping on him to get it done).