Actually living in the moment becomes very freeing but it may not seem that way at first. It takes a while.

You're trying to live in the future right now and that's causing you anxiety it seems.

Why were you moving? Are those reasons still viable? What would be best for you and your D right now?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss