3 Months In and Feeling...More Aware

[JennD]

Finding it strange to think about living one day at a time - which is good when DB'ing, but also very limiting.

I say limiting, because H and I had already decided that we were going to move this summer, before BD happened.

So not sure if:
a) we are still on track to move (H is/was in the middle of finishing the basement to sell when BD happened - he's worked on it 1x in the last 3 months - so lots left to do)

b) if we are, if I am moving with the girls to our own place (then money issues start running thru my mind - what will I afford, where, etc)

c) if we are, will H be with us? I'm not asking H that.

I've browsed some real estate sites, but doesn't help. Just adds more chaos in my mind.

I've talked with H a few times about getting the basement completed, but he wants to take charge of it so...he can.

The fact that D3 will start kindergarden in the Fall also weighs on me as I would rather get the move done so she starts school where they will contunie to go, rather than starting and moving...their will be enough chaos.

But time is my friend when it comes to the R...

Deep breath!