BD and 6 mts later PA confirmed

[Bunches]

I keep running through everything in my mind again today. I've made the decision and things are in the works but I keep questioning it trying to be sure. The W I've known all these years just doesn't seem like the person I'm defending my rights from now and every time I picture her I feel like a monster for taking action against her. But then I think about the choices she has made and feel like I don't know her at all now. Its so gut wrenching to think about how things could go when this all gets started but I feel like it was coming sooner or later. I'm just taking it into my hands now and acting first. My L said based on the situation, if I wait even a few weeks, everything will change and she would have a much stronger case to take him from me because she would have him all summer. I hate this...