Let It Go

[BklynMom]

Thanks guys - its so good for me to read that its not me. I feel like the email is so subtle in its abuse.

Even 3 years later he has never once said sorry for anything. 2 years ago after I told him sorry for the 1000th time, someone on these boards told me to stop apologizing. One of the best pieces of advice ever.

He is a victim of me, to this day I am the cause of everything.

Thank goodness - I have found a way to work on me. Own the things I own and lose the rest, sometimes I just need a reminder.

B - """Deep down I suspect he knows he is wrong from beginning to end, but if he admits even a particle of responsibility that would shatter the whole house of cars he has built."""

This is something I know in my heart but needed to hear again from someone else - thank you.

Thank you guys so so much.

I feel much better this morning and able to walk away from thinking about it.

Kids and I have a busy weekend. mothers Day, my fathers 70th!! today, we are cooking and making him presents this morning, and a kid party with a bouncy house (VERY usual in bklyn since there is no room)

Maybe I will respond on Monday... maybe