I totally agree with you busting out. This email sent me spinning so much. I mean I felt okay after he told me he was moving in with his gf again but this email brought me back a little.

it really reminded me of what I believed for the first year that this is all my fault because I am complete b!tch. It took me months and months of these boards, therapy and alanon to not blame myself.


Him not recognizing at all how nice I have been. How I tell our children what a great dad he is. How I raise our children as a single mom and attend every event where as he went to 1 event and he gives me zero credit. Oh thanks for friday nights.

Meanwhile he has them till Monday morning but always returns them Sunday night.

Gotta run... bedtime


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13