Just checking in. Nothing new to report. SIL just left my house (not one I've talked to.) Either she has no idea or just didn't want to say it. Guessing it's the no idea considering our conversation regarding H and the fact that they aren't that close. Which again makes me wonder why he would change his FB status before telling family. I know, I know...stop trying to figure it out.

I know taking one day at a time is the best way right now, and my IC has told me not to speculate. However, I feel there are things that I need to prepare for in case they happen. If H wants to tell the girls before vacation this summer, or while we are there. If he decides not to stay at our house while on vacation but with a friend or relative. I'm going to try to not stress out about things that may or may not happen, but I do feel like I need to figure out how to prepare if they do.

Finally getting out with friends tomorrow to a movie! Looking forward to it. Will be a busy weekend anyway with D12's tournament and Mother's Day. Maybe I can get my kids all together for a nice dinner on Sunday!


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since