I think it made me realize, again, how alone I am. And, it's scary. IDK. This is on me.

You're right about the hardware store.

Usually, I can take it stride. Over the years, I know my mom is just my mom. This week, maybe my nerves were fried and it got me.

I feel alone and I'm angry about it today, this week...

In other ways, though, it's kinda refreshing to feel angry. Something inside is saying, "Yes!!!! Heather is Angry!!! Yay!!"

I'm not depressed, I'm angry. Something new and different for me.

I've tolerated a lot crappp from a lot of people and my mom (though her heart is in the right place) is one of these people. I've sucked it up for a long time and taken it from a lot of people. In some ways, this is healthy for me to feel this way.

But, yes, I still plan on apologizing.

"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson