Upwards - Needing support, tough times ahead

[JennD]

I think that was an appropriate response. It was kind and caring but still low key and detatched.

I know what you mean about feeling flat. I too feel like that and yet have come to some kind of peace with myself. I'm not happy that H and I are where we are, but I have stopped resisting reality.

Like you, I'm able to sit with myself unlike 3 months ago. But I do miss the cuddles and kisses too.

Good to hear that you are laughing and having real fun! After my BD, I wondered if I would every be able to really laugh or be happy - now I know that I will reach the other side, with time.

Keep up the good work! You are doing great!