I want you to tell us what you see in you. Your thoughts and insights into your character. This is the place where you have to honest. Using buzzwords on us isn't going to fly.
The really hard and crappy stuff is about to start.
Like I told you before... Don't try to S%#t a s%#tter. It ain't gonna cut it.
Honesty. You are safe here. That is the truth. For anyone here to help you, you have to be honest with yourself and us. You can't hold back. As Mach said, no one is here to judge anyone. I can't help but feel while reading your posts that we are skimming the surface of everything. Almost like you like the idea of changing but are only willing to dip your toe in the water. To become the man you are supposed to be, you've got to open up some pretty ugly and deep places in your psyche and your soul. Open doors that you think you've closed. Face demons that have made you who you are.
Dig deep:
I am angry because_____________
I lose my temper because____________________
I was unhappy with my life because______________________
My mother and father treated me this way______________________
You have to answer these questions and all the other ones that any of these vets throw at you honestly. Cause anything else, and you are wasting your time and theirs.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
