I gotta make it through today. The thought of my son going out to the park with ob(other boy) is breaking my heart. Family fun days were our thing. The fact that my ex does not respect my feelings in this matter disgust me.

The thing that's keeping my head on straight is that I think I know that relationships that move this fast end just as fast. Or at least relationships involving 2 unstable people blow up. I really hope this blows up in her face and she hits rock bottom to get the help she desperately needs. This might be the crisis she needs to face in life to finally look within for happiness and not external sources. Talking about marriage already?!??? That justifies introducing my son to this kid?!?! Seriously?!?!? Just crazy!!!

We'll see how today goes.

Me-35 Com law-28
S-3
T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu
1st bu- 2/2012
Rec-4/2013
2nd bu-10/2013
IC-2 yrs(anger issues)
MC- 5 mnths-fail
OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14
New OM ~10/4/14