I am going to have a mark on my wrist. I think of her too much! UGH! I am hoping to be able to do more for myself in a few weeks. The school year is ending and that usually means we are not as busy.
It is already Friday early and I don't have the weekend figured out. We had a ball last weekend - so I need to come up with something. H is off part of the weekend to, so I am sure he will tag along and try to be superdad - it is so nauseating. He always has been a good dad, but to see him ACT over the top because of guilt and because of choosing OW over kids a few times is unpleasant. I never thought he would faulture as a dad. I don't think he will walk from the kids. In fact if he divorces me, he will fight for custody.
I am feeling better today, but still have my ups and downs. I continue to try and detach. Now I find that instead of looking forward to H days off - I hate them. So lately when I say or do something he does not like I get this long sarcastic "whatever" or "ok" I am not sure what to say to that? Most times I just roll my eyes. He sounds like he is 16 when he says it - surprise surprise?
I don't get why he talks about divorce and then talks about the future - makes no sense. I am tired of hearing when I divorce you it is going to be so hard because I will be alone, and you are so nice and such a great mom, and it will be so hard on me. UGH! Talk about playing the victim. UMMMMMMMMMMM you want to leave and I am supposed to feel sorry for you. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok - so what is the dumbest lie that your H/W has tried to get away with and cover up. Here is mine - he gotten a flippin huge tattoo and thought I would not notice...LMAO. UMMMMMMM I am not blind, and I pay the bills...DUH!!!!!!!! I am wondering if the brain cells come back after MLC?
