I keep saying I know how crazy my ex is. Well now I know for sure. Haha. She claims that she's going to marry this guy and that's why she justifies my son being introduced to him after only 3 weeks. Wtf!!

She's in such a fog again that anything I say comes across as something negative or emotional or dramatic. I'm getting off this roller coaster. I simply told her to do what she thinks is best for s3 and she knows how I feel about doucheface meeting s3 so early and we had an agreement that she wrote up. She says "what agreement?". Ok whatever, she can't remember. She asks why I'm being so dramatic? My gosh, I don't think I could've come across any more neutral that what I wrote in my text to her.

It's been 3 weeks and already they are the loves of each others lives, he bought her a big screen, laptop and tv stand AND a car! Well, the car is a pos that he bought for himself but she gets to drive it whenever she wants. They are both seriously unbalanced and I'm officially done. Kinda... If my ex, the woman I fell in love with emerges from this crazy person ill rethink it.

I think I'm getting to the point where I see her behavior and just think.... That is some seriously interesting sh*t. I just gotta get rid of the part that is worried about her mental being.

I'm going dark... As dark as possible anyway. I've been really dim the past couple of weeks and she keeps trying to reach out. I'm not gonna fall for this crap. I'm still trying to be kind, caring and compassionate but it takes a lot of will power to not call her crazy.


Me-35 Com law-28
S-3
T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu
1st bu- 2/2012
Rec-4/2013
2nd bu-10/2013
IC-2 yrs(anger issues)
MC- 5 mnths-fail
OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14
New OM ~10/4/14