Hey K. I was still a bit emotional today, feeling like I could just cry at any moment. Not sure why? Maybe because it's much better pretending he no longer exists, so when he makes it obvious that he does.... that makes things hard lol

An old friend called today and that kind of lifted that feeling for me. I am feeling back to normal now.

No, he did not respond to the email.

me: 30 H:30
tgthr:7 m:4
no kids
5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012
long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012
official BD: July 2013
nothing filed
1/1/14 I dropped the rope