Thank you for stopping by . Yes, many of my friends have been saying the same thing. For years, actually - they wondered why I was held back by him. I could do a lot more if I was 'free'.
And maybe I will grow to see it that way... but he was up until his freak out a very good man, that I respected a lot. I could see myself starting a family with him. So I suppose I'm not quite ready to give up just now. Althought it should say something that I'm not as distraught as I imagined I would be.
I think I will be waiting a bit to see if he comes out of the other side grown up, or if he chooses to remain a boy. I am not very optimistic - without me pushing him he can just get back o pretending to be a teenager, because it's easier. And even if he does grow up, I might have moved on at that point.
But for the moment I am still willing to stand and see... I hope I'm not too foolish?
Me: 26, BF: 33, R: 9yrs Bomb dropped April 17th 2014 Currently No Contact
. Yes, many of my friends have been saying the same thing. For years, actually - they wondered why I was held back by him. I could do a lot more if I was 'free'.