letter of last resort? do I write something to h or just leave it at this point. we are negotiating financials. I have an app with my L on Monday. will be out of town for the weekend at s17 race.h usually goes to these races too. don't know his plans for this one. he may skip...he has avoided me since start back up of d talk last Saturday. has not seen kids either.
Dear h, I know d is what you want and that you want to "move forward" I would like to say I am sorry for my part in this. I am sorry for being smart aleck about your job. I know it is an important part of who you are and it was disrespectful on my part. Truly, I am sorry. I am sorry for being a big mouth sometimes and acting like a know it all. I am sorry that you did not feel comfortable in our home and if I in any way caused that. I am sorry for not attending to or recognizing your needs. Although, I thought our sex life was pretty good, I am sorry for the times that I shunned you.
I want your forgiveness. I think you will forgive me. Perhaps this is leading me to who I am supposed to be. I hope the same for you.
wbw
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13