I had a horrible nightmare last night.

I dreamed that I was, essentially, a fly on the wall in H's work during the A and that I'd see random people saying, "yes, his wife is pregnant and doesn't even know he's f@cking OW all over the office" and then OW laughing about the fact that she knew H was married, and I was pregnant, and didn't care.

I just feel like I'm being torn apart from the inside.


I have the patience of Job.