Ugh....I know you guys are right. There is just a fire inside of me that wants to point her directly towards the issue. I want to say that this was HER choice and she can't dodge the consequence any more than I can. I want to say that this is EXACTLY what I meant on BD when I said "everyone loses with this decision". I want to say that we can do MORE for S and each other TOGETHER than we can apart...and that in my heart I want her to go for as long as she would want - but that isn't what our lives are anymore...and it was HER choice. I want to tell her that I am not the vindictive, retaliating person she thinks I am and that I am sticking to the agreement because that is what we have to do......
I guess I am saying all of that here so I don't say it to her.
