Thanks Drew, that really helped a lot I am feeling so totally overwhelmed right now, it feels like the world is crashing in.
I haven't talked about this much but my mom is in the hospice and doesn't have much time left. She has really taken a big turn for the worse in the past couple of weeks. I am trying to help getting her to appointments at the cancer center to maybe alleviate some of her issues, it's not looking good. I am going to be in my W's province this weekend for mother's day as well. I've spent a lot of time with her the last bit, not as much as I'd like and missing mother's day feels wrong. I have to be there for my kids though, no matter what.
I wish I could talk to my W, even just as a friend right now. I miss her and could use her support now more than ever. It won't happen, at least not any time soon.
Me-40,W-37 D7, D5, S3 Separated Oct 3/2013 T 11 YRS M 7 YRS