someone told me once to think why is this happening FOR me instead of why is this happening TO me.
I know exactly how you feel. I also know that I am awesome mom to my children and even though my d is now in the works, it has not destroyed me. Yes, I too feel the sadness. I know though that I can feel the same intensity of joy.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13