"I just don't want to be married to you anymore."

It's just that simple.

When all I want to do is wrap myself around him and tell him that I love him. When the depth of my love for him would startle him. When I would give my everything to show him how amazing our life could be. When I am in love with a man who doesn't love me.

Lots of crying today. Strong days this week. Tonight is not. I am getting divorced from a man I love. I miss him... My friend, my husband, my partner. I miss him.


Me: 33 / H: 36
M: 10y / T: 14y
3 kids
BD: 2/22/14
Live in separation 3/8/14
H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14
H moved out 4/25/14
2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month