I'm so sorry to hear about the anxiety producing medical stuff. Loving kindness coming your way.
I recently began rereading Radical Acceptance and it brings back memories of attending Tara's talk, having lunch and people watching on a beautiful, sunny day with friends and just soaking it all in.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss