Upwards - Needing support, tough times ahead

[Upwards]

Feeling very "flat" the past few days, I suppose that's what comes with detachment & NC.

Been doing lots of GAL, seeing friends & family, fun with the kids, getting the house in order ready for when it sells etc... very busy, life is moving again and i'm moving with it instead of being dragged along kicking and screaming!! I'm beginning to enjoy my life again, I have moments where I realise that i'm LIVING and not just EXISTING it feels good.

I do feel quite lonley, I dont mind my own company & can now sit with myself (I couldn't at the beginning of this) but now & again I miss having my H to cuddle up to or share my day with - I know that's normal, still makes me a little sad.

Overall i'm really really good, I cant believe how much better I feel recently, looking back to a few months ago I'm amazed how I even functioned.