I will be crazy busy the next couple of days. We have soccer-gedden this weekend and I need to do laundry, pack, make food, shop for sundries, drop off books at the library, go to the bank and the post office, etc in two days because we leave Friday after work. And tonight I won't get home until after work and tomorrow S has a soccer game so time is of the essence. I'm exhausted just thinking about it.
On the home front, I bought some inexpensive solar lights for the flower bed areas and had S put them in. It looks really good. And the tulips are starting to bloom. I can scarely believe it! I am looking at a used patio table tonight I found on Craigslist. A table, four chairs and cushions for $65. Not too bad, but I don't know if I can fit it in my van? The seller said she didn't know if it would come apart or not. I guess it can't hurt to look, right? Maybe an even better deal will pop up. I looked at an inexpensive fire pit yesterday, but I couldn't commit. I think I am developing commitment phobia! LOL!
Something else bugs me. We have several coolers at the house and rather than go buy a cooler, I was considering telling H that I wanted two from the house. I don't know. I'm not afraid of him, don't get me wrong, but I am at the point where I don't really want ANYTHING to do with him and I would rather have as little contact with him as possible. Does that sound cowardly? The thought of talking about coolers with him makes me sick to my stomach. But then again, why should he hog all the coolers? I don't know. I'll toss that around in my head.
I did have to discuss S's soccer pictures with him yesterday so he could tell me what he wanted to order. Of course, his reply to me was garbled (even in email form) and made no sense. I had to ask him a few times to clarify which of course made him angry. Touchy!
But I am looking forward to this getaway with the kids. I hope it's peaceful (meaning as little of H as possible and NO OW). But I still have the sick feeling inside.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
