Mine hasn't even noticed I've vanished, he's got ow, who was I suspect on the scene before the separation. Hence the Inly.

He never calls, never returns calls unless $ are concerned, had introduced ow to family, tends to judge my phone calls etc often as a strike... Even tho I'm making changes.

It's really the end of 3months of hell and the only thing keeping the depression at bay, is meds. Sadness can hit anytime. This is the only time in my life I have been unable to cope.

I have been on my own before plenty, so I know I will survive and know I can.


M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26