WT... The lack of desire to keep doing what you liked is a sign of depression...
Why will you be disappointed in finding out you are healthy?
You should really look into getting some professional counseling, as well. I always thought that it was just psychobabble... I was incredibly mistaken.
My psychologist down South helped me incredibly as did working with my Pastor. There just things you can not fix yourself.
“Things turn out best for the people who make the best out of the way things turn out” ― Art Linkletter