Moving forward...slowly. Painfully. Will probably be jaded for a long, long time. Not very attractive but can't help it. Hopefully there is a nice, honest person out there for me some day. I can only do my best to teach my children what is right. My d11 was bothered the other day. D15 told me she and her mom had a big fight but shut her door and didn't want to hear what it was about. I asked d11 if she was okay. She told me it bothers her when her mom sounds "phoney" and "cheesy". They love their mom so I can't say anything in response though I know what she means. Just sat lost for words and hugged her.


M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.