Still trying to save my family - part 11

[Scorp7]

Barry, my W is not generally with the kids for most of the week anyway. My kids see her for 2 or 3 hours in the evening and that's it. She is gone before they get up in the morning. She is usually off work on Friday's so she will see the kids for at least half that day which won't be much different than the norm.

I should have told her my plans sooner. Up until today I had been thinking of not telling her at all which would have been a bigger mistake.

In order to give the 50/50 plan the best hope of success I HAVE to start to live it immediately. I've already hurt that in a big way by waiting this long so I can't really wait any longer.

As far as wanting back in, I'd been telling my W I wanted back in since the day she left. I made the mistake of not acting on those words up until now. I've let my W have all the control in this situation so I'm finally taking some of that back.