He's the confused one...

[BRNR]

Thanks Job! I am awesome, on all counts.

So, I've been trying to figure out something about me. Is it normal to see everything these (speculated) MLC'ers do as funny? I don't mean to think funniness as a lot of what goes on has serious consequences...ah whatever. Having a moment thinking too much. LOL.

I had a little down time so I figured I would catch up on the latest news. I see a lot of unusual monikers, and it breaks my heart that there are so many new "names".

I often reflect where I was at bomb drop and now. I can't see it when I look in the mirror, but when I go back and reflect on some of my journaling....man, what a difference.

Comment about my MLC'er...I am glad I got a chance to see where he is on that journey of his....still on the wheel. heck, even his emails are starting to sound the same, and my two friends I have confided in say, "Man, isn't this the same stuff he has said before" LOL. I laugh.

New business. I have been casually dating here and there. No relationships, just fun. I had met a man that I liked, but then he started showing some narcisistic tendencies, and I just stopped hanging around and talking to him. Well, I got a surprise yesterday...he texted me...but all nice, asked me how me and my sons were and said that he thinks about me a lot and if I ever need anything he would always be there for me. I responded with a couple of short texts, and it ended.

I guess, the lesson I learned from this was how I detached myself, (granted, not much to detach from my friend here...we've only known each other for about a year now), but how things could be good again. It put a smile on my face for many reasons. I guess I had an impact on him and it was nice to know that even with a simple text he showed he cared. I don't know. I guess the moment has me seeing good and I giving me warm and fuzzy feelings about life.