About the question, you dig deeper into, 'why her?' What is it about her that you find attractive, lovable?

Do you want to fix her? Is that a need you have?

Are you afraid of failing?

Do you love her or the idea of her?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss