I do believe he was tired.... I just don't know if he was trying to dodge being with me as well...?? When we first started going out.. he ALWAYS wanted to be with me... this makes it soooo confusing now.
Do I just have to trust that he does love & want to be with me, and I am just being impatient? During this time, I should follow his lead & continue to work on me?
and/or... do I say yes/no to some coffee connections... to not be so easily "caught"... to be more of a challenge? Recalling the previous week of saying no to coffee for 4 days in a row. He asked me out that Saturday.
Not sure how to view the mirrored actions. Yes, its possible he is doing that. If so, what do I do about it? He feels differently, I guess. I do respond to his calls quite effectively when it comes to business. We don't have many personal ones to base judgement on.
Yes, very frustrated on his "I dunno's"... not just today. EVERYDAY!!!
I will ignore my position & frustration (I usually do). Push it down. I know that I need to love myself before others can... I know I am not there yet. I soooo want to be there!!! I am reading quotes of "singleness" daily.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
