So Sunday I had a really long errand to run. About 8 hours of driving. My ex had our son but wanted to hang out at my place til I got home. She texted me while I was on my way home. Asked when I'd return because she was making dinner. Weird. I told her half an hour. I get home and she's in my bathrobe and I could tell she had a shower. She's making dinner and I make small talk. I'm trying my best to remain neutral. We eat dinner and she shows me stuff on her phone and talks about her mom. I validate. She tries to make jokes and acts sweet but I think I did a good job of just being neutral. She asked about an email I said I would send her. I told her I wasn't ready to send it yet. I'm still trying to figure out how and what to say to her. She has another shower then as she's about to leave she asks me in the sweetest voice "if you need anything just ask". Wtf!!?!? I'm the one with the vehicle. Like she's gonna take a bus to get whatever it is I need. Weird.
Then today I get odd texts and pic texts and a text with her singing lullabies to my son from a few nights ago. What is this girl thinking?! I can only assume she feels me slipping away and is trying to grasp on. But who really knows, I know she doesn't have a clue what she's doing.
I seriously think she's in a mlc with some personalities disorders mixed in. Somehow I still believe my girl is in there somewhere.
Me-35 Com law-28 S-3 T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu 1st bu- 2/2012 Rec-4/2013 2nd bu-10/2013 IC-2 yrs(anger issues) MC- 5 mnths-fail OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14 New OM ~10/4/14
