Well, today is 1 week before I see him, even if he doesn't end up staying at my apartment. The nerves have settled in.
Despite the fact I am desperate to see him, I have a pretty heavy feeling of apprehension. I know I'll be nervous and jittery the whole time. I hope that we can regain some of that "natural" feeling between us, even though we'll only have a few hours to do it in.. and I'll probably be the only one trying.
